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    Senior Member Cut em_Jack's Avatar
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    Default Its been a rough few days...

    Yesterday I had to say good bye to my shadow, my companion, my BEST friend of 11 years, Jill. You see I have never really been a people person but Jill brought out emotions and feelings I cant describe. She wasn't the perfect dog by most standards. She chewed through the dry wall all day when she was a pup while I was at work. She shredded magazines and furniture but was always happy to see me no matter what. She was very vocal and whined a lot but I always figured she was trying to talk to me. She was the most gentle dog I have seen, never even batting an eye when my child jumped on her. She never met a stranger and stole the heart of everyone she met whether they liked it or not.

    She was my constant partner in the duck blind and was very good at her job. She was no field champion but she was a true champion in the field. Back issues retired her early but her desire to go never failed. She even put up with a new crazy lab in the house that would eventually take over her duties in the blind. Yet, she never complained. She has been by my side through every significant event in my life including being the best "woman" at my wedding and the birth of my children. It seems unfair to get a dog like this as my first. No other can compare. She always seemed more human than animal.

    For the past few weeks her appetite has been slowing, the vet believed it was pancreatitis and treated her accordingly. Jill's second favorite thing in the world after getting attention was to eat. So I was very saddened when she refused to eat all together. Her desire to move about went away and her usual extreme tail wag was harder to get. The trip to the vet hospital on Sunday was very difficult. I could almost feel it was her list ride. An overnight stay and fluid replacement did nothing to help her. The xrays proved that she was riddled with cancer.

    She looked so tired but the glow in her big brown eyes still took me back to her earlier years. Her body was failing her. I took her a recent killed duck to the hospital and she made several 5 foot retrieves and I got a glimpse of that famous tail wag. The decision was made to not let my best friend suffer any longer. She passed peacefully in my arms with tears streaming down my face. I only hope she realized I was doing this out of love for her and I would do anything to turn back time. Its just not fair that she is gone so soon. I never wanted to think about it happening and always thought I would get a couple more years.

    The little things are what is so hard. I miss her putting her nose under my hand and making you pet her whether you wanted to or not. I miss her walking in the kitchen and flipping open the trash can lid to check for something good. I miss the whining and really I miss absolutely everything. I only pray that all the poems and sayings are true and that there is a rainbow bridge and I will see her again. That is the only faith that can keep me going. I hope she is with me and my family now in spirit. Oh what I would give for just one more day.

    Please hug your boys and girls tight and give them an extra treat. They are here only for an instant.

    I love you Jill. Please save me a place in the duck blind. I will see you soon.

    Southern Firefighter's Flame JH -"Jill"
    11/6/02 - 11/25/13

    Duck Dawgs do it in the water!

    Southern Firefighters Flame JH 11/6/02 - 11/25/13 "I carry your heart. I carry it in my heart."
    Meherrin River's Bored Out Diesel

    FDNY 343 "We will never forget"

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    No matter how long we have them, its never long enough. Sorry for your lose.


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    Senior Member Becky Mills's Avatar
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    What a sweet expression in that lovely face. I am so sorry.
    Don't bother to just be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself.
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    Senior Member DEN/TRU/CRU's Avatar
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    Rest in peace Jill. I've only know you for a couple of minutes, but I don't think I'll ever forget the look in your beautiful eyes.
    Revilo Tru Betrlate Than Never (AKC & CKC QAA) 1/17/96 - 6/22/09
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    Sounds like you gave her a good life. Till you meet again, Take care and remember the fun you had together.

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    Senior Member Centerfield Retrievers's Avatar
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    A beautiful tribute to your special girl. I hope all the good memories you made together with Jill will bring some comfort to you and your family. My heart felt condolences.
    Denise Jepson
    Centerfield Retrievers

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    Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference! -Winston Churchill
    There's those who just TALK about doin' it and those who just DO IT!

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    I am so sorry for your loss. I also hope that my dogs who was passed on will greet me when my time comes. They were all so special and were truly family members. I hope your memories with Jill will give you comfort.
    Life is Good . . . Do what you like - Like what you do.

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    Very sorry for your loss.

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    Senior Member Don Lietzau's Avatar
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    Sorry mate. Don

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    Senior Member Sharon Potter's Avatar
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    Wisconsin Rapids, WI


    I'm so sorry....she was a beautiful dog.
    Sharon Potter

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