After realizing I can not budget a pro trainer I have come to the conclusion that I need to suck it up and begin the education myself. Not to be a whiner but I had some concern over FF and my ability to be tough enough during training. After receiving some wise advice from fellow club members I am ready to take the plunge.
Danny Farmer's " Basics" has just been ordered. Should have it by mid next week and then the fun shall begin.
I am hoping some of the insight I have gained while reading about others experiences will help me on my journey.
I am giving a blanket apology for any dumb questions that may be posted and any needless venting that may occur