Jennifer, you are not guilty of anything.. Take that young Golden Retriever that you are totally in love with

...to the upcoming Field Trial, Derby that you are planning to, enjoy and learn something of what it is all about.
Then, while there, if possible, visit any of the other Stakes that are offered.
Sorry, unable to remember if this is a Derby/Q event or a Field Trial with the upper Stakes as well. If there is the AM and Open, try to get over and watch as much as you can. It is an eye opener and well worth your while! Will give you tons of insight into your training goals, the young retriever you have ..and where you have dreams of going with him ...
My very humble advice is to not wait to experience a visit to that world. You may wish that you had later on..
Enjoy..and hope to see a thread on how it went, your thoughts of the whole experience, and possibly that you are hooked!
Judy