You are becoming quite the enigma, MM. You claim to be some form of Christian, but seem to have no respect for GOD in your posts. Is this your idea of a putdown, or are you too inept in realizing the real God you refer to is to be capitalized in the context which you are writing?
I'm sorry, but I find you to be very conflicted. You really need to put together some basic consistant principled beliefs, before you rant about others not having your ideas and affiliations. Lacking real foundations makes you just vacillate among some form of whimsical feel-good philosophy. Once you have gottne past the stage of feeling picked on and abused, you may take that thought of being humble and developing some concrete views that are properly principled and can be repeated whenever they are brought into question. Short of that, you are no better than the linguini-spined MOR type that can flip-flop on a whim, and has no reason for what they believe other than folly.