Patti,
I am soo sorry for your loss, losing them early is traumatizing enough, and the way you lost Bonus is heart-wrenching to watch and deal with. It is like losing them to an accident, too sudden and too soon.
May god bless you and Larry and give you the strength to get through the trauma and remember Bonus and all the ways you loved each other.
With Sympathy,
Earlene