To our beautiful baby boy, you are and always will be the light of our life. God called you away before we could meet in person, but we know you have a remarkable sense of humor. We got to see you multiple times in the last 38 weeks. You should have seen my reaction as your feet ran across the ultrasound screen. It made me jump six feet back. Your mother and I got to see you doing jumping jacks in her belly and you even waived HI. The most unforgettable time had to of been the last time we saw you, you remember that one well, you stuck your tongue out at least 3 times. We knew you were going to be destined to be a little stinker like your mommy was when she was growing up.
Jacob William, now you are in heaven with your grandpas and other relatives that will take care of you as well. While up there, why don’t you go find all of your furry little friends, Rocky, Tank, Cody and Fox. You can put a saddle on Tank or throw a coffee can for Rocky. Just watch out though because he may throw it back to you. I will warn you about Cody though, he can only tolerate a little attention at a time, however, he will steal any edible item in a heartbeat. You should have seen the time Cody ate 2 dozen donuts right out of the container your Grandma bought for church. The other time he ate 3 pounds of dough meant for Easter Carmel rolls.
Your Grandpa Glen is waiting for you. He will teach you all sorts of things he shared with me. Don’t put your sleeping bag on the ground; use a cot, rocks hurt. You’ll get experience with Scouts, fishing, woodwork and so many other things I can’t begin to explain. We included instructions on how to use the dog whistle when running doggy blinds and an extra large bobber so you can tell when the fish is nibbling at the hook.
Your mother and I miss you so, but please know that not only will you always be the light of our life, but now, even more, your light shines even brighter down from heaven.
Our dearest Jake, you came into this world 5 lbs 9 oz’s, but know you are the world to us. You have your mother’s beautiful brown eyes, great sense of humor, and unfortunately, my large feet. Through this entire experience, you have changed our lives in countless ways. I never thought I would EVER, EVER, use the word cute in describing clothes. Also, I can’t believe I actually saw the day your mother came home with one of your first outfits, CAMO. I will never forget it. Do you have any idea how long it took me to get your mommy to finally accept that you would be wearing camo? I had no idea what swaddling was, nor the importance of knowing what a Diaper Genie could do.
Your bond with your mommy was profound. She always knew what you were doing and felt your every move. While sitting on the couch, she would always say “Hurry up, come feel him moving.” But each time I would get up and place my hand on her tummy, you would be that “little stinker” and stop moving. I’ll never forget the first time I felt you move. It the most incredible feeling in the world.
As I told you every day while in mommy’s belly, I LOVE YOU. You already know this, but it helps me to say it; you will always be in our hearts, love, thoughts and life. Sweet dreams our darling son, you are with God now.
With each passing moment, we miss you and love you even more. We look forward to the day when we can all be together as a family once again.
We love you our sweet baby angel Jacob. Love, Mommy and Daddy
